i have plans for after year 12.
1. hong kong and singapore. YAY!
2. shopping
[that's just in holidays]
in year 2008
1. learn to bake.
2. read like a bookworm again, magazines, novels, newspapers, journals and so on.
3. take up 2 new languages.
4. catch up on all the movies i've missed this year.
5.
do attempt to do some sort of exercise or sport. maybe tennis or badminton or swimming again.
6. spend more time on my room.
7. work. i need to finance my next plan which is
8. shopping, more shopping!
9. drive more. the faster i get better at driving, the faster independance comes.
10. oh.. of course i'll be in uni too. i guess that means studying. -_-'' bummer.
i love still.. its one of my favourite songs ever.
find rest.. my soul.. in Christ alone..
know his power.. in quietness and trust
..when the oceans rise and thunders roar
i will soar with You above the storm..
Father you are King over the flood
I will be still, know You are God.
what better way to ease our strains by lifting our burdens to God?
Wednesday, May 30, 2007 at 1:38 AM
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Want you here tonight, want you here
Cause I can't believe what I found
.the stress is killing me. it's like trying to struggle against a current and i'm so, so tired.
monday : went to state with mel and jan for a rare studying session. -no comment- ..actually, stuff that.
jan's got add and can't sit still. mels alright to study with. i ate many jelly bellies .. i love those things..
gets me on like a massive sugar high. jelly bellies are the next best thing to krispy kreme..rah. jan sent
this pic via bluetooth to random person.
melina found out then sent this random pic on random person
yes that is my number. no, it didn't send cos i found out and grabbed
the phone.
ya okay, im stressed and i look gross i know.
take one
take two.. 3 little piggies.
we had dinner at yoyogi, where we always have dinner. it's like our trademark place. and of course we
always order the same thing - the oyako don with extra egg sauce and onion :] wee.. onions make me
happy. i don't care how many people claim they make you fart or whatever but it's utter rubbish, i eat
so much onion and i don't notice myself farting after onions. anyways afterwhich melina dragged us
off to the stickyphoto shop.. i swear, melina needs to go to singapore and experience firsthand the
nonstop food, sticky photo shops everywhere that are like ten times better htan the ones here,the fobby
shopping and all the guys that look like jack liang. (you'll find ten jl lookalikes i promise.)
our sticky photos looked quite nice though even though some were retarded.
tues: um. yeeehhh.. today just seemed to crawl by so slowly. i can't remember much of it except that it
finally poured and i had my first fight with my sister in a long time, because she gave away my jumper.
we were both yelling so much.. my sister has like.. the BEST bitch stare cos her eyes are so small
rah.. i was really annoyed.
anyway, stressed out to the max. i have barely any patience for things, i have frequent headaches and i'm
eating like nuts.
hellllllp
Tuesday, May 29, 2007 at 7:04 AM
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i can't seem to get settled into the school mode, even though this week so far has been ridiculously short. i had 2 periods yesterday and 2 today. (all mathses, go figure :P) it still feels like the weekend, really! mm, between now and friday (when pirates 3 comes out) it's only a short 3 days. yippee!!
today nothing really interesting happened, except i was standing outside a shop when it occurred to me that there was a noxious odour wafting around. so i discreetly whispered to my mum 'oi.. did you fart? something smells!' my mum looked highly offended and claimed she didn't. so i sniffed the air and then the smell of crap hit me really strongly. i thought maybe i stepped into dog poo or something, so i checked my shoes. nope. checked my mom's shoes. nope. i stood around for a good ten minutes trying to figure out where the smell came from.
THEN!
i noticed, out of the corner of my eye, innocently sitting there was a pram!
some
baby shat in its nappies! and it was innocently lying there without a sound all this time!
...all the time.. while it never occurred to me to MOVE away from the smell, i stood there for ten minutes inhaling and exhaling the smell of shit.
yeah, i can be incredibly stupid.
anyway, i bought a funny tshirt that says 'my pen is huge', intending to wear it at home or just like, as a crappy tshirt when i need to paint or whatever. but my mum found it when she was (AGAIN!) messing around in my room and found it highly offensive. she insisted i throw it away and refused to let me wear it in the house even.
anyone want a free tshirt that says my pen is huge?
Tuesday, May 22, 2007 at 1:06 AM
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Wow. old age is really getting to my grandparents.
my grandpa was complaining bitterly that there was nobody who had time to get his medication for him. then he had the grand notion of buying himself a bicycle and promptly threatened to do just that and ride away to get his medicine. God knows where he planned to ride to (since the nearest place to get his medication is in singapore and he lives in malaysia..)
??!!
when i heard this i nearly fell off my chair.CRAZY!as if ride a bicycle to singapore from malaysia! by CAR itself is four hours with no traffic jam!
actually, what am i saying?
PUI!
as if even get onto a bicycle! my grandpa can't even walk properly! he can't even get into a car properly! not to talk about riding a bicycle.
i tried to keep the giggle in.
alas, i failed.
my grandmother's voice could be heard in the background as she proceeded to scold my grandpa in a variety of languages, and none of them were entirely flattering or gracious.
don't know where she learnt such language too ._.
and on it went, my grandma saying something fairly derogatory to my grandpa about his plan to buy a bicycle (and i wouldn't blame her either, what on earth is he thinking?!), and my grandpa retorting that he would do just that, you wait and see.
as i said, old age really gets to you. the way i see it, there are only two types of couples when you get older. the ones that bicker all the time, and the ones that hold hands and watch movies and take slow walks in the park, and know each other so intimately that they are two souls intertwined into one..
i'd like to be of the latter group one day. although, it is endearing the way my grandparents quarrel so much when i know they'd be entirely lost without each other.
began revising the first of this semester's psych lectures! psych is sooo long winded, i almost fell asleep on like, the first page. :( how am i gonna make it through the entire semester's worth of lectures! *cries*
have been listening to the guitarist from F.I.R who branched out to make his own album. His name is Real (gotta give it to these asians for creative names) but his music is really good. very mandopop style, but for a first album most songs are catchy and lyrics are awesome. the fact that this one song has been on repeat for the whole afternoon has to say something right?
btw, i am now officially an australian citizen, having learnt my responsibilities and priviledges as an australian. interview went smoothly. my interviewer was an indian man who prompted me to answer questions subconsciously with an indian accent. lol.. you know how, when people talk to you in an accent, you're just really tempted to mimic it and reproduce it? anyhow. i'll have my ceremony in a coupla months and my new passport issued. and then after that i'm a dual citizen of 2 countries! yippee :) how special. rah. also, had my third aps task today, which went alright too and wasn't disastrous or anything.. i hope.
that's all for today kids!
Monday, May 21, 2007 at 1:44 AM
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谢谢你对我的爱 是最美的语言 我的心愿 相信你都听见
就算爱必须离开 面对陌生空间 你的体贴值得每天怀念
谢谢你对我等待 是最好的再见 我的眼泪相信你能体会
就算爱必须分开 留在两个世界 你的誓言 没有保存期限
good song. heard it for the first time a long time ago but didn't hear it again till recently.finding the lyrics was so hard.
Saturday, May 19, 2007 at 7:04 AM
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i feel like God's trying to tell me something.
In the past week, i've come across this verse
four times.
"
Ask, and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks the door will be opened." - Matthew 7:7-9
is the message strong enough yet? i don't know if anyone's realized, but this verse is repeated in the bible, both in matthew and in luke. the other times i came across it was in a verse of the week thing that we do at youth, and one of those inspirational bible pictures that i got sent lately.
perhaps i haven't been seeking hard enough and asking prayerfully enough. and maybe that's the reason i've felt so distanced lately. whatever it is, i know that i have finally gotten an answer. awhile ago, feeling weary and disillusioned, i asked with all my heart for God to show me that he was still in my life. as far as asking goes, God did give me an answer. he showed me this verse, not one, or two, but four times.
So close I believe
You're holding me now
In your hands I belong..
You'll never let me go..
moving on, talk of end of the year plans have begun!
it's very hard to plan something because of conflicting schedules within the family. mom's going away in july, and grandparents are coming in january. which means going for a holiday when my grandparents are here is out of the question. dad has to fly for business during the dec-jan period. sis wants to go on another mission trip to china and then to singapore.
i want to go to hongkong. no one else wants to come with me.
we've put ourselves on a waitlist, although it looks like i might end up going to hongkong by myself and staying with my cousin for about a week? and then heading to singapore by myself.
my dad wants to go to shenzhen with the family (nooo nooo more chinaaaa) but mom and i like the look of japan better.
(the female mind is oriented towards shopping, and shopping only.)
if all works out and i successfully use my powers of persuasion, i might very well end up going to japan, hongkong, and then singapore at the end of this year!
yippee!!
Daily Matters
1.Lame Joke of the day (courtesy of Mr. Welsh the maths teacher)
Q: Whats that?!
Its a pie with sauce! (HAHAHAH)
-_-'' ok i confess! it was so lame i laughed. thats how lame i am.
2. Bible Verse(s) from QT. have been regularly msged by alpha people to make sure i'm doing QT regularly, which is good i guess.
- "
Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for men, since you know that you will receive an inheritance from the Lord as a reward. It is the Lord Christ you are serving" - Colossians 3:23-25
this one stood out because lately i've been questioning the reason i study or work and have been losing sight of what i'm working for. guess i got my answer there. now to put it in practice i need some discipline and determination..
-"
Ask, and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks the door will be opened." - Matthew 7:7-9
i have my eng oral tomorrow. never been very good at orals. it doesn't seem so daunting when i think about it, but the moment i get up there, i know it's a completely different feeling. i feel light-headed and my knees wobble. heck, even my hands and my voice trembles.
:( please pray for me.
Wednesday, May 16, 2007 at 8:09 AM
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Power Women
I've always had a healthy respect for power women, and that's what influenced my final decision for my Chinese detailed study. urm.. no.. confucius wasn't female :D
see both confucius and pandas turned out to be pretty common topics. but when i was at the tutor's she gave me about an hour's worth of history lesson in
chinese *sweat*
you can imagine it's like this:
tang lao shi: and so-and-so battled with so-and-so and so-and-so killed so-and-so and so-and-so invented this and that and so-and-so became emperor and so-and-so died and was overthrown by so-and-so and thus so-and-so dynasty started..
(so and so's are all different :D)
me: *completely lost*
tang lao shi: so what have you decided?
me: um. the lady that was really incestuous and married some dude and his son.
thus i ended up with the topic of wu zetian, the one and only female emperor in chinese history. she made her own dynasty too. how she came to power? she started off a concubine, and then married the emperor and when
he died she married his son. ._. and in the process killed alot of other people along the way.
yeah i know she's ugly. what i don't get is how both a father and son could find her attractive ._.
rawrrr. lol. well i suppose they must have had a different idea of beauty in those days.
Monday, May 14, 2007 at 2:16 AM
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Owners and their Dogs.you know what they say about owners resembling their dogs.
they could be twins..
i wonder if people get him and the dog mixed up.
that was today's conversation in spesh (yes.. we talk about dogs, not math obviously).
zhen: blarblarblar (something about her dog, i can't remember now.)
me: some owners look like their dogs.. ._.
zhen: i dont look like a dog, do i?
me: not unless u own a pomeranian -_-''
*SILENCE*
zhen:......................
O.O
that's zhen. does she remind you of a pomeranian?
on the other hand, apparently if i had to be a household pet, according to priscilla i'm more a 'cat'
meow.
anyway, what is it about penises that people always find funny? last night i watched a group of nearly-adults giggle for a full 20 minutes or so at the discovery of a penis-shaped starburst lolly. has anyone tried to google the word 'penis' before? was thinking about posting some basic info about a penis, courtesy of wiki.
but i found something more interesting.. the Penis Owners Manual.
http://www.vasectomy-information.com/humor/manual.htm
funny but slightly explicit.
and no, i did not try googling it under images. :]
that's all for today!
Sunday, May 13, 2007 at 10:00 PM
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PMS for the unlucky.here's a couple of things people don't usually consider when they complain about PMS.1. you don't KNOW you're having it. like, you might have a suspicion that That Time of the Month is around the corner but there's never any clear indiction of pms, per se.2. it creeps up in the form of mood changes with no explaination whatsoever of why your mood is so bad. you can be innocently doing your thing one day, and the next life seems so depressing and dreary. a sure sign is random tearing at the smallest things. 3. everything irritates you or ticks you off. or as a certain most unlucky person who has to deal with it most calls it 'angst' :P when i pms like that, every little thing in me has the urge to bite someones head off, chew it up and spit it out.RARRRR.. but here are the reasons why i believe that we are entitled to PMS.1. it's a pre-empt to what's about to come. for some unfortunate people, the Time of the Month is about as much fun as torture.2. it is torture. it is torture. it is torture.3. it kills and to have it on a regular basis is really the shits.for guys: imagine being kicked where you wouldn't like to be kicked. all you can think about is angry thoughts right? this is what it's like in the brain of a suffering female (i.e. me) when it hurts. ((*&^%$#@!#$%^&*^%$#@!~$%#%$@!%%$#@!$%&^#%$@!$%&^%#$@!$%^imagine seeing lots of blood when ur scared of blood. what's worse is it's your OWN blood :Oyour head spins, you feel like throwing up, your back + sides + stomach hurts like a #@$%! and you're about as mobile as a crippled old man. its cold.. really really cold.panadol is my best friend. panadol is good. good panadol.so when u think about it, pms and period pains are all suffering to what? KEEP THE POPULATION GOING. that's right. we, females, suffer so that the human race can be kept alive through OUR NINE MONTHS OF BEING FAT WHALES, hours of literal labour, and a lifetime (until menopause) of period pains and pms.i think i am still pmsing. there should be some sort of PMS resort that i can check into for a coupla days until the torture is over. i am not a nice person when i pms.anyway i hear you ask - what, then, do we do to appease such noble creatures? lol. joking.. or not. but here are a few tips to survive the time of the month *highly stressful for both females and males who have to tiptoe around it*1. chocolate makes most people happy. now i maybe slightly biased here, but i can safely say most girls love and crave chocolate or junk food during this time.2. this one works most of the time - keep your mouth shut and don't argue. whatever it is, for the love of God and your own life, just keep quiet and nod..the important thing to remember is that the only right answer is the one they want to hear (i.e. the one that goes something like..'you're right again.. and i should be your manslave forever'..)lol that was wishful thinking on my part. but do try and avoid arguments around PMS. they're usually irrational and irrelevant anyway.3. be as nice and tolerant as you can and when the worst is over i promise that you'll be duly appreciated and loved as deserved for putting up with it.4. try to stay alive. pms is a sneaky bastard :]just to let u guys know, if it goes well i'll be normal in a day or so. if not give it 2 days max. if it goes beyond that i shall just kill myself and end the suffering.
Friday, May 11, 2007 at 7:08 PM
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THINGS CHANGE
funny how these things meant the world to me two years or so ago. i can still remember the fire i had for band and for music then.
MISSION TRIP 2:
she called me jiejie and gave me leaves made out of ice. her hands were freezing and grubby, and her face dirty but her smile radiant. she didn't have enough and yet she welcomed me into her home and offered me warmth and food and what little she could give. her name is rose :)
i made a small photo scrapbook.
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RAHso i woke up this morning feeling queasy anticipating getting my methods aps task mark back. might have had something to do with that nightmare i had last night about getting a score of like 2/17.
well.
i didn't get 2.
..i got slightly better than 2. -_-'' when i absolutely refuse to say the mark, you know it's bad. it's my worst test score of the year and yeah..it'd better stay the worst. i don't think i'll pass vce if i keep getting scores like that and no.. i'm not dramaticising it.
my apathy, on the other hand is alarming me slightly. apparently girls cried in the toilets. i didn't.. and i probably did worse. sigh. i wasn't even disappointed. i expected it and i was just.. resigned. making careless mistakes is like a curse on my part.. no matter how hard i try to look out for them, there's always some crucial thing i miss and it makes my whole question wrong. why!! *cries*
my resignated feeling turned into indignation when i found on ms mahendos or whatever her name is told her whole class what formula to use, which saved them at least a good 8 marks in total, going by the consequential marks hinging on knowing the formula.
-_-'' RAH AT MOHENDOS.
it was bad enough that we were the first class to do it and by the end of the day, everyone knew the hard questions. >.< other than that, the day passed in a slight blur. i don't think it's hit me just yet that my oral is a week away and i'm not really prepared.
have a sudden urge to bake something..
someone get me out of this .. thing im trapped in. >.< i feel like im suspended above myself and watching me go through each day without really living it. i wish id taken it harder so i'll be driven to do everything so much better. its mildly frustrating that i'm not giving my best and therefore i'm not disappointed and therefore i'm not working harder to make it better.
this is what i learnt in psych today. every now and then we can help each other out and.. inspiration comes from the smallest things. there is never a goal you can't reach with the help of a few good buddies and a coupla tools life gives you.
i wish i was a bird and i could just take off and fly away.
They flew so high- on wings of white.
So many did their dance of glorious flight.
Like a flower bloomed above me- I could feel it in the air.
It was then I finally saw the message there.
Unclip those wings my child and fly into the air.
Thursday, May 10, 2007 at 3:31 AM
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"Doh Mah"
"someone tell me what doh mah means in viet!"
this was todays lunchtime central topic. the guys attempted to convince me that 'doh mah' is hi in viet and tried to make me say it to someone. now, clearly, doh mah didn't mean anything close to 'hi' because everytime they said it they had this suspicious look on their faces. and ray kept on choking on his food in laughter. :P
so i really really wanted to know what doh mah meant and started looking around for a viet person (other than minthu who was uncooperatively keeping his mouth shut and smirking) and found.... no one.
......min2 must be like the only viet left in our school.
anyway maurice said 'use ur common sense! put two and two together! doh + mah!'
melina: FUCK YOUR MUM!
*guys crack up*
O_O
'how did u know that?!'
she proceeded to give me a very 'duh' look and reasoned that 'mum' is the same thing in like five hundred languages. therefore 'doh' could only mean *&^%. since those two words appear to go side by side in a phrase in every language.
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speaking of melina, i had a random dream last night about her. i dreamt of all places i was in far east plaza in singapore (imagine janean giving me a disgusted look) - but seriously far east has some good cheap buys if you're willing to spend ages combing it. anyway, i dreamt that i was in singapore for one week and i only had 60 dollars in my wallet to spend (60 dollars for one week!oh the agony) but being the good friend i was i was trying to find a fobby present for her..
.....and then the alarm went.
rah. another thing that was really random today was how she got majorly cut when janean attacked her and tied all her hair into a bun sitting on top of her head like those chinese peasant farmers. :P enough said when u picture melinas classic chinese face with a bun on top. two circles on top of each other.................. lol ok that was tight but she bags me about my face so i'm allowed.
schools getting so sad that maths jokes have started going around. nerds must have made these pick up lines cos here they are:
1. "if you're sin^2x and i'm cos^2x then together we're ONE!"
2. there does happen to be a dirtier one involving sin on top of cos to make tan ._. i'm not sure how that one goes but my math teacher liked it -_-''
sidetracking.. will someone tell me why our school has so many seagulls even though we're nowhere close to the sea? they must be confused or something.. ._.
had my last hour of uni research participation about perception influenced by beliefs and religions. the crux of the research lay in investigating how religion affects perception and perhaps even hallucinations.. for example, why would someone entrenched in christian beliefs claim to see angels or a manifestation of the devil instead of say, an unnatural floating chair? as opposed to some tribal people who indulge in beastiality, who would claim to see spirits of animals? likewise with chinese spiritual beliefs there are claims of the dead - but only because there is an element of reincarnation and the staunch belief of an afterlife in those religions. so yeah, pretty interesting. makes you wonder whether hallucinations are really allll just a product of your imagination and your beliefs working together, or if your faith is really strong - discount everything i just said.
other interesting news i heard today is that one of the cousins in the extended family whom i haven't seen in .. years is having a shotgun marriage because shes pregnant and not married. now, i can imagine this caused an uproar in conservative singapore. lol. why are all the cousins on that particular side so.. like.. 'improper' by chinese cultural definitions?
narrowed detailed study topics down to either pandas (basilie might pass over some info.. hooray for basilie!) or confucious. ..(? i dont know how to spell his
name.
Confucius
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
as you can see i picked confucius for his dashing good looks.
meh, maybe i'll just stick with the pandas. on the whole they do appear alot cuter.
Giant Panda
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
yeah, pandas > confucius.
in p6 today i sat with tracy and bitched about year 12.
year 12 = shithole
and yet when you leave it people say it's the best year you ever have.
SHOW ME ALREADY.
it feels like i keep waiting for something to happen expecting it to come along and make life a whole lot more interesting but nothing ever does. i feel.. dead inside.
my mum has taken to ringing a bell to announce its dinner. -.-
its getting colder and colder! yippee! time to break out the coats.
Wednesday, May 09, 2007 at 2:16 AM
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awwww
is it really that simple?
cute cute cuuuute floppy eared bunny!
watching CSI now. very interesting and sexual episode ._.
Tuesday, May 08, 2007 at 4:52 AM
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the little mouse in the kitchen
that's what my mum and my sister call me because i'm always in the kitchen searching for little snacks.. :( ever since it started getting colder and i began stressing more i keep on snacking. the major temptations for me are m&ms (crispy), jelly joy sticks and lately, these little crab biscuit thingeys i discovered in box hill called Tam Tams.. i'm not sure that's the name of the food or the brand, but i can't stop eating them! sooo unhealthy.
i tried eating bananas for its nutritional value.i'm not sure what turns me off from bananas so much..(i think it's my most hated fruit) but here are a few reasons:
1. they're mushy and get stuck in my throat after a few bites..
2.since i was young all the kids used the word 'banana' for penis..and now i think that banana = penis and everytime i look at a banana it's like looking at a yellow penis..not to talk about eating it. :(
3.and like.. whats with all the things people do to bananas? like deep throating it in youtube or something.. very disturbing for banana-haters.plus..
4.my mum constantly claims that bananas make you shit in an attempt to make me eat more bananas. with all my heart i believe my mum needs a job, but now thanks to her i also associate bananas with shit.
5.and my tongue goes retarded when i say banana fast. like i can't stop the 'nana' bit so i end up saying something like 'bananana." i always say 'banana' slower.
bottomline: bananas = bad.
anyway as i'm typing this post this mega annoying housefly keeps buzzing around! i killed one the other day but here comes another. fyi, houseflies in aus = 2 times the size of houseflies in singapore. and maybe about 100 times noisier and slower. for some reason these houseflies are getting smarter or sneakier cos whenever i whip out the fly zapper they just disappear. as soon as the zapper goes they buzz around again doing their thing. and they don't die when you hit them, they just faint. it's enough to drive a person nuts. stupid houseflies. i wish someone like mao zedong would implement those fly-catching policies again and once and for all rid the planet of annoying houseflies.
| 4:49 PM) p a t - X-MEN: | i ahte flies |
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| (4:50 PM) xinni*: | same |
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| (4:50 PM) xinni*: | theyre fat here |
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| (4:50 PM) xinni*: | LOL |
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| (4:50 PM) p a t - X-MEN: | all insects should die |
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| (4:50 PM) xinni*: | i hate insects too!! |
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| (4:50 PM) p a t - X-MEN: | lol chubby fly |
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lol.. also, i've been thinking very hard about what to do for my chinese detailed study. something that's cultural in china and nothing too 'mickey-mouse' as mr. mark would put it. that includes festivals and food. and nothing too hard that i will get myself in deep trouble for doing. any suggestions anyone?
man ive been waiting a long long time and that fly hasn't popped up. btw, the only thing that makes me happy that i did psych are that our exam questions are posted up on lms. before that i began to sorely wish that i'd done something like earth sciences (its looking way more interesting than psych) so maybe i'd have some interesting company if i went to uni with dev. since we go on the same days anyway and it'd also be good to have someone to keep me awake and ask questions..rah.
i think i'm getting stupider! these days it takes me longer to get stuff and i'm always asking why this and why that. also thinking of heading away for a coupla days maybe down to mornington or as gloria suggested, great ocean road. anyone up? hopefully my parents will be alright with it. but yeah fingers crossed, since i need a holiday if i'm gonna survive the rest of this year. it's only may and i feel worn.
i had my aps task yesterday. totally screwed it up, and i'm not saying it to be modest or anything. i really had no idea what i was doing and i didn't have enough time to think properly. i was reaally confused because the questions were so obscure but yeah.. it's not fair cos i was the first class to do it and by the last class pretty much everyone knew the tricky questions and had figured out solutions. whoosh. there goes my mark. ah well.. im partially over it knowing that i wouldn't have been able to prepare better for it but it still sucks knowing that it's the worst mark i'll get all year yet.
alrights.. end of post. off to hunt the fly down. byebye!
Monday, May 07, 2007 at 11:36 PM
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Wednesday, May 02, 2007 at 6:54 AM
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perhaps i haven't been seeking hard enough and asking prayerfully enough. and maybe that's the reason i've felt so distanced lately. whatever it is, i know that i have finally gotten an answer. awhile ago, feeling weary and disillusioned, i asked with all my heart for God to show me that he was still in my life. as far as asking goes, God did give me an answer. he showed me this verse, not one, or two, but four times.
Q: Whats that?!
yeah i know she's ugly. what i don't get is how both a father and son could find her attractive ._.
they could be twins..
i wonder if people get him and the dog mixed up.
that's zhen. does she remind you of a pomeranian?
meow.
funny how these things meant the world to me two years or so ago. i can still remember the fire i had for band and for music then.
she called me jiejie and gave me leaves made out of ice. her hands were freezing and grubby, and her face dirty but her smile radiant. she didn't have enough and yet she welcomed me into her home and offered me warmth and food and what little she could give. her name is rose :)
is it really that simple?
cute cute cuuuute floppy eared bunny!
